Almost...

That is how I feel...

"Almost Happy with my weight"

"Almost happy with how I look"

"Almost in control of my feeling and what I eat"

"Almost making enough time for myself to exercise"

"Almost feel like I am working at 100%"

Almost....

The ONLY thing that is stopping me from getting there is me!! I have had a couple of crazy food days and I feel yucko for eating crap and not exercising enough.. so why do I do it???

I think I have said this before, but I am a emotional eater... When I first started WW, I remember telling my WW buddy that I wasn't an emotional eater.. that I just loved food. Well "HELLO SUNSHINE!!! WAKE UP!!!".. i think it took me 3 or so months to realise what I ate and when, why and I am a emotional eater...

The best thing about realising that I am is that I don't let it get out of control like it would have once done. I recognise the signs and do something to distract myself from food. Like ironing.. gardening... visit a friend... seems so basic but it is so true!!!

So... a little emotional eating going on it I am stopping myself from getting to where I really want to be. I have had more tone in the last 12 months and I WANT IT BACK!!! If anyone find it, please make sure you send it my way!!! Things are settling down again a little. A good rain will help also... but I am sure that it coming!

Other things going on??? We got a very pleasant report from the kinder teacher over the weekend, that Emilie is a delight to teach, and does the most amazing pictures... :) Can you just imagine the shoulders of Jack and myself, chest puff out with pride! And Little Laura has calmed down just so much... different girl since Emilie has gone to kinder!. We are so proud of them! Hugh.. Well he is just a shithead... 2 years old and thinks that he is the boss.. gotta love that bit of spirit... still mighty cute!

Ok.. lunch dishes are calling my name.. ever so faint.. but I can't ignore them forever! Have a great day!