93kg?????

When I was fat, i avoided the scales.. a case of burying my head in the sand and if I don't know, i don't have to address the situation... great plan! If anyone asked my my weight (close friends and family..) I would state... "About 74kg..." that seemed like a nice weight for me!

Anyway... I had a Dr's appointment yesterday and our family Dr ( a lovely man) took my arm when i walked in and plonked me directly on the scales in his office. "Kirsty.. you are fading away.. hop on here for me..."

Then he starts clicking away on his computer and tells me that in Feb 05, he last weighed me I was 93 friggin' kilos... That was just prior to me having my tubes done. Farrkk...

I can remember weighing in at 86kg at some stage.. but man... that is only 7kg away from 100kg!

I have to go back tomorrow for blood tests.. I am having my Cholesterol tested as well.. little excited about that. I am expecting it to be a little high, as it is in all of my family, but it will give me a great bench mark for future years...

Will keep you posted on my results!

I am working on my "lifestyle philology" at the moment.. almost a novel, but there have been some great posts out there with different opinions, so I am finding it very rewarding for my own mind, documenting what I believe in.

For the first time in a LONG time my house is clean from top to bottom... bring on the in-laws!

i couldn't go to gym yesterday... pissed about it as well.. but on Sunday i was cleaning and broke a photo frame and got a little slither of glass suck in my heal.. fuck it hurt. still can't put weight on it. Hoping I can get there tomorrow!

till later..